Shutting down my mind

I feel that my evil sides have gained more than half of the control over my mind, maybe i shud let it rest and installing a strong antivirus to kill my evil thoughts.............

Hope i won't think so much again after this shut-down

WHY??

Why i feel like this?

Why i feel like this, when he's here?

Why i feel like this, when he's here, around her?

Is it some sort of distorted jealousy? But, why?

Am i thinking too much? But, why?

Why? why? WHY?

Should i leave this unsolved or should i put my hands into it?

But, the only problem is I dunno why i feel like this..........

looks alike

it's aint couple-tee, but they jz look alike, rite? (kekeke). Bsides, it's my 1st time taking my own ss pic in public......mayb reli a gud experience for the other times....hehehe

1st ever birthday

It's doesn't sounds like i'm having my first birthday celebration for the whole life. It just refering to this special day was the 1st ever birthday i'm having with her. The day is also the day where i received most blessings ever, and of course most presents and cakes. (muahahaa.....)

We went to Sunway and apent the whole day thr. Thr, i had my 1st time eating in Manhattan Fish Market, it's quite nice.....although some said they're nt nice at all (watever)!!

Thx for ur present, dear!!

anti-supper

i think i shud start join the anti- supper program from now on, i jz cnt stand my belly keep on growing. I dun wanna wear big-sized pants, i wan have a nice body, so i nid a strong will to continue on this hard or rather say almost impossible task for me. May the strong will and lucks are always be with me, accompanying me, while minimizing my body area, crushing all the oil sacs.

Slapping myself

I'm such a FAILURE!!!!

I've made such a big mistake in the very first love. Slap myself hard, knock my head 'bam', crush myself, for me making such silly mistake. Regret ain't jz gonna keeps everything away. And i reli cnt reimburse u with anything other than my sincere, terribly sorry and my grieve regrets. sorry for dissapointing u. Curse myself for dissapointing u.

I'm Sorry!!!

sicking season

holidays are meant for rest, i mean a true rest, nt a rest due to some sickening sickness......

I hate it when i have those endless sickness arousing, disturbing me for this hols. these stupid virus jz keep on attacking me, crushed one, then came another. Luckily, i'm ok nw. Hope thr's no more sicking season for me again. Hope her ulcers will get well soon too