darkness

It's dark, pitch black, all around me. There's only a feeble light shining on my face. It's kinda warm, but that's not what i wanted. I want brightness.........

I want a sunny bright light, to shine me a path. A path to the shrine of knowledge, up above the high top. Some do love lurking around in the darkness, it's sounds exciting. But, for me, being under the sunshine, it's still the best.

I hate this dark era, so please grant me with intelligence and a torch of great light, so that i could walk past this era safe and sound.

the road

I'm starting to lose my breath, the end look so near, yet it's too far to reach.

I'm running on the road to the end, it looks so simple, by just reaching the end, you'll get a great prize. But, when you're on it, it will show the true colours of it slowly. Sometimes, u feel like u knew what lies at the next corner, but sometimes, u wont be able to predict what's going on next. The road is just so unpredictable, so hard to understand.

Frequently, i have thought of taking a quick end, but the light of hopes would just never extinguish. Run and run, watching one by one participants reached the end, its just so hurt, and making me feel more low and humble. I often think that the reason i'm lacking off is that i'm not a long distance runner, i'm lack of stamina, strength or maybe intelligence.But, i never found a way for myself, to get myself out of this mess.

Maybe the prizes at the end were never meant to be mine. Now, i'm starting to regret for participating for the 1st place, when i have already knew what the capabilities of mine are. I'm frustrating, i'm lost, i'm helpless. Should i muster all my energy and end this? Or should a take a stop here and end the race forever?

Traphole

It's a hole just like wat u've seen in the movie of 'Alice in the Wonderland', a hole so deep that u barely can see the bottom, so intriguing, seducing u to look in it, so that u can fell into it. Pls be caution, don ever fell to it, it's a trap-hole. Once u dipped a lil into the dark hole, u'll b trapped, then u'll feel like being sucked into a black hole. The same happened to me, i cnt even climbed out of it. I've been pulled n sucked deeper and deeper. You can do nothing, but to wait for some 'white prince' or a Xena the Lady Warrior to cum n save u. If thr's no one, then it's time to wait for some extremely low percentage miracles to happen. Or, unless, you really have strong 'survival' skill in this matter.

So, believe me, this intriguing, special-looking hole, is a never-should-step-in hole. But, once u accidentally gt in, i sincerely hope that u'll get nice dreams in thr, as the inner content of the hole are different and varies from person to person. Final caution, remember, carefree and being alone is always the best, and it may not seems so pity as what u've heard and seen. The hole is just a trap, a hole that'll trap all your feelings, emotion and even urself. Therefore, it's advisable to not step into the hole, unless you have truly matured, rational consciousness, so that u dont get hurt or trapped. =)