They say........

They say ....... I'm fat. Yup, I'm fat, even i don't deny it, but i just don't have the passion to muscle it up. Now, my tummy is like a pack of hardened fats, it might be a little bulky, but it shape has been same since the last half year. That's why, if there's even a slight change in the shape, i might have mustered up all my strength and passion to go on a total 'muscle it up to 6 pack' program.

They say....... my face sucks. Haha, i agreed, especially with those blemishes, scars and newly pop-out acne. Even regretting my young times for not taking care of it, would seems totally useless now. So, it's better to focus on now, treating it, just with a minor problem. Where can i get these extra money to polish my face?? Who knows....haha.

They say ........ I'm too attached. Hell ya! I just can't forget about her even one moment. But, somehow, as what i feel, such attachment doesn't seems significant on the other side. Maybe I'm too much of a thinker?! Maybe I'm too obsessed?! Well......maybe i should surf at this, www.myinnerhearts.com, to know better.

They say ........ the one reading this is a busybody trying to take a peek of my life!! Haha....just joking.

Historical city with a gorgeous lady......Yeah!!

History of this place was once hammered into my brain with force using piles of history books. After wars, historical places were left down, becoming famous tourist attractions. However, the images of these places are just flashes in my memory.

But, now, they have changed from flashes of image to an unforgettable memories for me,

thanks to her.....haha. 2 days, this 2 days really are so enjoyable, cause i went with such a

gorgeous lady. A trip with my own effort, just proved that a trip really need a lot of plans, with

detailed informations. Anyway, it's my first, everything is so new. Hotels, not as what i imagined,

it's even better to stay in motels. The weather, not as what shown by the weather report, it's hot,

super duper hot.

But, the transportation system is the one that angered me the most. The bus, made me wait

till such a long time, luckily made it to the hotel. But, when going back, the buses at mahkota

parade really are useless, so much waiting at the same spot, heading to the same destination.

Make me waste RM2 for the bus, waited for at least 15 mins, then the bus driver still dont wanna

move an inch, wants a full bus to move. Ticking times reminds us to rush for our bus back to KL,

the angered me, walked down the bus, searching for taxi. Just as i went down, the bus start

moving, it really piss me off!!! Then, we gt a taxi, with a charge of RM15,that no bargain is

allowed, to reach KL Sentral. They really pissed me off!!!

Everything in Malacca is so nice, just the transportation system really disappoint and pissed

me off a lot. However, having she around, soothes my mind, reminding me it's our 1st trip and

it should be enjoyed to the most.

So, our trip starts with places near our hotel. By walking distance of around 20 mins, (pity

her for nt being able to provide transport to her), holding a lousy map, me become a guide,

guiding her to our 1st destination, Christ Church. The scorching sun made our small eyes to look

even smaller, as if we're sleepwalking. After 20 mins, we finally saw a clear road sign, showing

the way, the rows of shops painted in red, confirmed our way. With another 5 min walk, we

finally saw the gorgeous Christ Church.

After some snapshots, we walked around and accidentally found a way up to the Formosa.

Having fun syok sendiri somewhere there, then we started another stroll to the giant ship. It

looked so near, yet so far. The stupid me brought her to go for a big round to reach the ship

museum when there is a shortcut (paiseh, dear). Then, finally it's dinner time. I had my first try

satay celup in malacca. There's 2 shops selling the same thing, but one is queued up long enough,

that it doesn't seems like it's moving forward, while another are ,much less compared to that. In

this situation, i think most will prefer queue up and waited patiently, for it seems more famous &

delicious. But, we're tortured by the sweats and hunger, that caused our patience to run away.

With some hesitation, we sat in the less crowded one, and enjoyed one nice dinner. Maybe the

food there ain't as good as the one queued up, but it's my 1st try, so there's no difference as long

it tastes good. Then, we headed back to the hotel for some good rest.

Night falls, a new scenery can be seen from the window. The beautiful night of malacca, is

just so amazing. Taking a stroll at Jonker walk, met some friends, tasted some snacks, bought

some special thingy. But, these still aren't the best moments of the night. The best moment is so

making me happy, we bought our 1st obviously can-be-seen couple tee......hahahahahaa. I just so

damn like it.

The next day, we just went for some shopping time at dataran pahlawan and Mahkota

parade after having a nice chicken rice ball lunch. Then, the most frustrating ending of the trip,

just like what i mentioned above. With tired legs and mind, we sleep so soundly in the bus.

THE END................................. ( anyway it's still so enjoyable for having our very 1st trip; looking

forward for a new 1.)

stress

For this sem, not knowing why, the stresses i'm having is no longer the allowable stress i can handle of. It's been piling up on me, like a huge burden on me.

Exams, expenses, bad moods, and incompetence in study, keep arousing me, keep combining into a burden to myself. The increasing number of friends who have done their exams, also keeps disturbing my study mood.

This burden exhaust me a lot, but i really dont know much about the way to release those tension. That's why i sometimes emo, i reli hope her can understand. I sumtimes reli feel sorry for her.

Stress ar!! Please dissapear!! onegai!!

I'm childish?? am i???

Read an article in a magazine when i'm at kinmarie salon today. It's a horoscope article actually, and it says cancer are childish. I'm a cancer, so do i look childish or am i acting childish??

Hmm....reviewing wat i've been thru, i believe i'm mayb sort of having 50% of those childish genes running thru my body. But, for the truth, i seems like kinda like the childish me. It's fun, it makes your worries dissapear, even jz for a short moment of time.

Do u like for being said as childish? I hope u reli do....cz jz imagine u r returning to the kiddy age of urs, having fun tat the elders cnt seems to understand about. And, the most important, you are smiling sincerely, happily when you're childish.

So, if u are asking urself, 'i'm childish, am i??' again, then perhaps you should have nod and be happy with it.

abandoned.....

I jz hate it when i'm abandoned!!

addicted to.....

I'm addicted to peanut butter paste, cz they're crunchy and delicious, and it sweetens my mouth.

I'm addicted to chocolate, cz they're warm, they warm the hearts of emotional-down people.

I'm addicted to sleeping, cz it's the best way to fill time and keep your mind out of worries for tat moment.

I'm addicted to english songs, not all though, cz they jz seems able to soothen my heart.

Everybody has things that makes them addicted to, jz in different ways. No matter what is it, it's the best to live with it, happily. Don't feel shy of it, cz life won't be so monotonous when u have those.

teenage dreams

i'm not talking bout the latest hits by katy perry.......but it's a topic really related to us, as teenagers.

The elders often say that teenagers, which is us, aging from 18 till 20 smth, are almost useless. It's really insulting, but sorry to admit, i have to partially agree with what they said. We often have dreams, dreams of buying this or that, wearing those brandy clothes, dreaming of getting this girl, satisfying her, dreaming of those rich future, and even worse, some perverts have those wet teenage dreams. However, teenage dreams, aren't like those dreams dreamed by our parents during their teenage age. What we do to achieve these so-called dreams, is by putting out our hands and accept the helping hands by the parents.

If they would help, then it would b lucky for us. But, if what we get aren't helping hands, but nagging and full of 'NO's, i bet we would be activating those rebellious self that existed in ourselves. We would hate those nagging, started to boast off, saying what-so-called that 'we can do this by ourselves', 'we don't nid ur help' or sort kinda things. These are jz a short moment of victory dream, before we realize the reality.

Therefore, in the end, their help is always essential for us to achieve the teenage dreams, though there would be some exceptions (%=0.01%). Acting cool and hard-headed jz ain't bringing u closer to ur dreams. Sometimes, being an OBEDIENT son or daughter is neccesary for dreams and to repay what they have gave us. Control ur rebellious self and train ur patience for the better future.