abandoned.....

I jz hate it when i'm abandoned!!

addicted to.....

I'm addicted to peanut butter paste, cz they're crunchy and delicious, and it sweetens my mouth.

I'm addicted to chocolate, cz they're warm, they warm the hearts of emotional-down people.

I'm addicted to sleeping, cz it's the best way to fill time and keep your mind out of worries for tat moment.

I'm addicted to english songs, not all though, cz they jz seems able to soothen my heart.

Everybody has things that makes them addicted to, jz in different ways. No matter what is it, it's the best to live with it, happily. Don't feel shy of it, cz life won't be so monotonous when u have those.

teenage dreams

i'm not talking bout the latest hits by katy perry.......but it's a topic really related to us, as teenagers.

The elders often say that teenagers, which is us, aging from 18 till 20 smth, are almost useless. It's really insulting, but sorry to admit, i have to partially agree with what they said. We often have dreams, dreams of buying this or that, wearing those brandy clothes, dreaming of getting this girl, satisfying her, dreaming of those rich future, and even worse, some perverts have those wet teenage dreams. However, teenage dreams, aren't like those dreams dreamed by our parents during their teenage age. What we do to achieve these so-called dreams, is by putting out our hands and accept the helping hands by the parents.

If they would help, then it would b lucky for us. But, if what we get aren't helping hands, but nagging and full of 'NO's, i bet we would be activating those rebellious self that existed in ourselves. We would hate those nagging, started to boast off, saying what-so-called that 'we can do this by ourselves', 'we don't nid ur help' or sort kinda things. These are jz a short moment of victory dream, before we realize the reality.

Therefore, in the end, their help is always essential for us to achieve the teenage dreams, though there would be some exceptions (%=0.01%). Acting cool and hard-headed jz ain't bringing u closer to ur dreams. Sometimes, being an OBEDIENT son or daughter is neccesary for dreams and to repay what they have gave us. Control ur rebellious self and train ur patience for the better future.

Hate myself!!

Hate myself for being so useless;
Hate myself for being weak on promises;
Hate myself for being addicted to laziness;
Hate myself for being totally out of money senses.

Hate myself for being bad in studies;
Hate myself for being nothing in leaderships;
Hate myself for having no work capabilities;
Hate myself for being nothing but an ordinary useless.